L I L S O L D I E R
Oh ya know, I'll always be
Your little soldier….
Even though I'm dying inside, I live on to fight
Though I could just break down and cry, I'm holding on tight
So scared of tomorrow, but I will survive
I know I can make it through with you by my side
It be just me and G-pa since I was two years old
N' though we never had a penny, never lived like we were broke
He didn't own his car, his tv, or even home
No he didn't have a thing and to everyone he owed
But he gave me everything, most of all he gave me hope
N' when he left this world, I swear to god he took my soul
With 'em to the heavens to protect, to have and hold
N' when ma days are done I know G-pa I'm coming home
Cuz you were there to pick me up, whenever I fell down
Told me like it really was, when them boys start comin' round
You know I miss you everyday, always remember what you'd say
"Baby girl be strong…life honours the brave!"
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Two years we didn't speak, not a peep
Just silence, our grudges weighin' on our conscience
All I wanted to do was just to talk to you
Say I'm sorry, can you forgive me?
But you can't, cuz you gone and i'm here all alone
Full of regret I can't forget, I just reflect there's no reset
How could you leave me such a wreck?
When I need you the most, just to be here
So I could see clear
Smoke n' mirrors all around
Make me think twice, I need advice
Can't trust a soul, needing' console
I swear to god I'll lose control
N' it be all gone, cuz I was all wrong
Come back where you belong
I promise I'll be strong
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G you in heaven smilin' down
I feel ya light, be so profound
It lifts me up, it holds me tight
You in ma corner every fight
Now I can't lose, I just refuse
Each single step, be me an you's
I'm climbing higher all da time
Hopin' this ladder reach so high
Up to the gate, I'm on ma way
So face to face, now I can say
G -pa ma love for you don't fade
I hold you close, you be ma faith
You in my mind there all the time
Know all I do, be just for you
It's in your name, no strides in vain
Me and G-pa, one in the same
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